My Experience with Anxiety and PTSD Symptoms – Amber Lyon

I was drawn to journalism at a young age by the desire to provide a voice for the ‘little guy’.  For nearly a decade working as a CNN investigative correspondent and independent journalist, I became a mouthpiece for the oppressed, victimized andmarginalized.  My path of submersion journalism brought me closest to the plight of my sources, by living the story to get a true understanding of what was happening.

At a press conference exposing human rights abuses in Bahrain.

Speaking at a press conference in Lebanon on the human rights abuses I witnessed while reporting in Bahrain.
After several years of reporting, I realized an unfortunate consequence of my style- I had immersed myself too deeply in the trauma and suffering of the people I’d interviewed.  I began to have trouble sleeping as their faces appeared in my darkest dreams. I spent too long absorbed in a world of despair and my inability to deflect it allowed the trauma of others to settle inside my mind and being.  Combine that with several violent experiences while working in the field and I was at my worst.   A life reporting on the edge had led me to the brink of my own sanity.
Because I could not find a way to process my anguish, it grew into a monster, manifesting itself into a constant state of anxiety, short-term memory loss, sleeplessness, and hyper arousal.  The heart palpitations made me feel like I was knocking on death’s door.

Why I Chose Psychedelic Drugs Medicines 

While at CNN, I investigated human rights and environmental issues.
Prescription medications and antidepressants serve a purpose, but I knew they were not on my path to healing after my investigations exposed their sinister side effects including infants being born dependent on the medicines after their mothers couldn’t kick their addictions. Masking the symptoms of a deeper condition with a pill felt like putting a Band-Aid on bullet wound.
I was made aware of the potential healing powers of psychedelics as a guest on theJoe Rogan Experience podcast in October 2012.   Joe told me psychedelic mushrooms transformed his life and had the potential to change the course of humanity for the better. My initial reaction was one of amusement and somewhat disbelief, but the seed was planted.

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3 Responses to “My Experience with Anxiety and PTSD Symptoms – Amber Lyon”

  1. Anonymous says:

    doctors magazine the lancet claim 80% of americans die before age 30
    which proves the lie people are living longer

  2. shirlz007 says:

    ”A proper investigation of child abuse in high places would mean taking on the might of the CIA and its friends.”

    Im going to continue researching the work of Mark Passio and Natural Law (LOVE HIM!).
    Im going to Peru before October, im going to trip balls on Ayahuasca… have a spiritual experience…
    BUT if I come back still thinking blowing a Rothschild on the streets of London IRA style, is the best way forward…

    I hear The Mail and Express have the best pieces today relating to ‘historical child abuse’

    Untouchable members of Kosha Nostra

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