Happy New Year.
We have had a fascinating time. Our Facebook group was co-opted extremely cleverly. I won’t bore you with the details but boy, have I learned a few lessons. This was my final statement:
My final statement is this:
First, I want to express full support to Angie. David Shurter suggested she was disinfo. I do not believe this. I love Angie. Angie works with Jesus. She is a gorgeous person. If there is anyone in this group you can trust it is Angie. I have told David this.
I am going on to work with David Shurter and Fiona Barnett. I don’t agree with what David did in breaking the group’s confidentiality and I do not agree with everything he says but I like him very much and know that he is not disinfo.
Satanic Ritual and Mind Control programming survivor
Hampstead is a case for all sorts of people. Everyone is welcome (not that it’s for me to welcome people – I am just a blogger who has become an activist). I rarely talk about my experiences because if you knew what they were they would blow you away.
I have worked with some of the most highly evolved spiritual beings on this planet. Some of them are not human. They are not ETs. I do not work with them now but I have witnessed heavenly miracles and beauty that would blow your minds. I have been in celestial spaces that are so holy and beautiful that some people have given their lives to enter them…..yet never been admitted.
I do not know Fiona but she states that she is a Christian. I do not have any problems with Christians. The New Testament has truth in it. Angie is an example of a highly evolved Christian. So is Reina Michaelson. So is Fiona, I believe. There are many others.
David is a shaman. He was explaining to Fiona why shamanism is the OPPOSITE of Luciferianism. Christianity is not the opposite of Luciferianism – shamanism is.
True shamen are born. They experience a “shamanic initiation”. This is a very trying time involving dreams of dismemberment etc. After it they acquire shamanic power. These are the real shamen. This is true. I have met a few real and many fakes. David is real. I know this because I used to be on the board of the Spiritual Crisis Network and I have known people recovering from these initiations. This is VERY real. Shamanic initiations are not used by the Luciferians as far as I am aware.
What IS used by the Luciferians is negative initiation. This is the main purpose of their torturing people. As Fiona explains in her interview, they know how to open up the neural pathways using torture. Opening up these pathways in certain sequences gives people powers. There are different levels in the cult. Some Luciferians have powers like mind reading.
But there is also positive initiation. You earn those by being a good person – a truly good person to the depths of your soul. When your suffering is for the good (and I don’t mean torture, I mean humility, service and self sacrifice) you earn gifts. These are the beautiful esoteric secrets of the Universe. Jesus was an Initiate. I am not the only person who believes that the New Testament is a metaphor for initiation.
I know this because it has happened to me. Normally people are not permitted to talk about it. If you go to a spiritual teacher and ask them to discuss initiation they will turn you away – if they are any good. The reason I can talk about it is because I failed – I was a Initiate who failed an initiation. So I have given myself permission to talk about it. I was at a high level (nowhere near Jesus) but I failed. It was not just me – I take responsibility but the Luciferians got me. The dark wanted to snuff out the light. The story is too long to tell here but what I have directly experienced would, as I said, blow your minds.
At this point I have to say that this topic is so esoteric that I have had to include information that is, technically, incorrect in order for anyone to be able to understand it. I apologise for this: my motive is to spread awareness and not lie or boast. I want people to understand why the Luciferians torture and abuse (which is something a “positive” initiate would rather die than do).
I had powers that would astonish you. I was a beautiful person. I could see into people’s minds. (You only gain that one if you are so so very loving and non-judgemental you will not judge what you see.) If I wanted to I could connect into a heavenly group mind (I no longer can). I could heal people. People who were sick or depressed used to come to my flat and go away feeling better. I never had to use money because everything I needed came to me – I never had to pay a gas bill (not because I was spongeing off someone else or committing any crime but because the gas came to me free in the most magical way). I gave most of my money away to poor people. I am not remotely beautiful but people would come up to me in the street and say, “You know – you are so so beautiful”. I was one of the “radiant ones”. Unfortunately, the Luciferians found out and messed me up because they have occult/esoteric knowledge. But not before I healed one of them.
What you are reading now is deeply esoteric. You are reading about the secrets of the Universe.
(By the way, I was NEVER a member of any group or cult or religion – I did not go to spiritual teachers – they came to me. If you want these powers pretty much all you have to do is be the best and most loving, giving person you can…..being true to yourself. And the rest will follow. Start with the New Testament.)
Another “power” positive initiation confers is that you recognise others who are like you. I still have that power. And I recognise David and Fiona. I do not know if they recognise me – I do not know Fiona and I would never put words into David’s mouth. But I recognise them and share some of their understandings. Their terrible suffering has made them very strong people. They are working to expose Luciferianism. They have rejected evil and chosen good. And so do I. I stand with them on this Path.
I started this group. We were all responsible for the beautiful space it became. I am sorry it was hijacked and that David grew suspicious. But he knows the games. I do not know them. I have been lucky to live and grow on the good side.
Leaving now…..blessings to you all. Expect me lol.
TAP – There is no trust in the world of counter-child abuse, counter-NWO. All of the parties habitually accuse the others of being dark agents. They can’t all be right. You need to make up your own mind. All I know is that our knowledge would be far less were it not for their outputs. Inevitably they will be accused by the people they battle against, or apparently battle against. They are also often accused by those they claim to be helping, or working alongside. In the end you have to follow your own instincts as to who you trust and who you don’t trust, or as Mark Windows says, if you like their work or you don’t like their work. These are mostly very brave people prepared to go out on a limb, and whose lives have crossed lines that most of us don’t even get close to. Inevitably that makes them hard to fathom. I still find it valuable to try to follow what I can’t understand. We live in darkness, and it’s the only pathway to try to find some light occasionally. No one person brings it all, but little pieces can be seen from each that tries to deal with these very difficult issues, and whose lives have given them knowledge. Jacqui’s output has many points of interest. Her online book – ‘Don’t be afraid of the Illuminati’ – fleshes out some of her claims. It used to be available on Hampstead Research. It’s worth a read.
Jesus was an initiate, not in Christianity, but in gnosticism. His name has enormous power, with battling demonic possession, for example. Christianity was created by his enemies to deceive the masses, and keep them under control. But as with all deceptions, some of the truth has to be inserted, or people would see the falsehoods. No wonder we all get muddled!